I'm at the courthouse for my MESP memo. I may be divorced today. One part of me is beyond sad, the other part wants to rejoice to be done with such a mentally and verbally abusive person. Say prayers for me.
I haven't posted in forever. I'm toward the end of my divorce. I'm glad to be getting away from the cheating mental and verbal abuser that was my spouse, but a huge part of me is sad. My marriage meant nothing to him. I'm losing everything, yet he says it's all my doing. Hopefully one day he will realize what he has destroyed.
This is my JYC 2012 album. I took an old Hallmark 11x10.5 photo album that I bought at a Goodwill store for 99 cents and covered it with craft cardstock, then wrapped the spine with the green cardstock. The paper and stickers are from the 25 Days of Christmas collection from Simple Stories.
And so it begins. JYC has been started on the forum over at Shimelle's site. I'm looking forward to trying to do a more upbeat album. My life has sucked so much in so many levels for the past few years. Hopefully I can get the sparkle back a bit with this journal.
It's been forever since I last posted. My life is in constant upheaval. I am now working full time, going through a divorce that makes me beyond sad, trying to juggle a million things, and I find myself not wanting to scrap because time is so crammed with every day life, that when I do have free time, I want to spend it with my DD or just relax. I don't get to workout like I use to and that bums me out as well. Maybe next year will be better. Right now life isn't what I thought it would be. And my future is in question. I am on a rocky road and hopefully it will smooth out. Thank God for my family, my friends, and my health.
My home has been and always will be the house I grew up in. No matter where I am, no matter where I may end up, I can always go home again despite what the saying says about not being able to. My home is the heart and soul of my family and even when it passes from our hands to someone else, it will always be home. No one can take that away from me ever.