I'm at court for my divorce finally. I'm angry knowing I'm going to get screwed over by the judge. I'm angry that my verbally, mentally abusive, adulterer soon to be ex spouse thinks this is all a game. My life shouldn't be this way. I am worth more than this.
It's been a trying year. My divorce will be over soon. I'm losing out because the court system sucks, but knowing I will be out from under the thumb of the adultery-liar, it will be a relief. I hope that life will settle down and I can get my mojo back for scrapping. I've been too down to really do much of it when I'm home. When my DD is with me, I sit with her all night. When she's not, I don't feel it in my soul. Hope that changes andGod will let me have that spark again.
I'm at the courthouse for my MESP memo. I may be divorced today. One part of me is beyond sad, the other part wants to rejoice to be done with such a mentally and verbally abusive person. Say prayers for me.
I haven't posted in forever. I'm toward the end of my divorce. I'm glad to be getting away from the cheating mental and verbal abuser that was my spouse, but a huge part of me is sad. My marriage meant nothing to him. I'm losing everything, yet he says it's all my doing. Hopefully one day he will realize what he has destroyed.